So I've been wondering a lot lately where life is taking me? I have this job that I love teaching at Spalding, but not many friends in the area and no idea of how to connect better. There are high school friends, but I mean adult friends. Mike said yesterday that it's like our pool for friends has changed. The privilege of constantly being around peers is gone. The people I want to be with are still in Charleston. The job is in Maryland. It's likely that 1,000's of people before me have had this dilemma. I cant find the friends here, but cant find the job there. Ack. Direction is needed. I feel so, alone up here but yet am tired of saying I feel alone and need to take action. What action that is, is still to be determined. Living at home is part of the problem, but moving out would mean being alone alone. There needs to be connection somewhere. I've been feeling disconnected from the friends in SC, and maybe thats because of the distance. Or the lack of their calling and the frustration I've felt over always being the one who calls. Much prayer is needed. That is also something that has been lacking. I have not been going to the Lord and talking, or seeking direction, or really anything but feeling sorry for myself, and where does that get you? no where.
