Tomorrow morning I leave for Charleston to move to Sergeant Jasper... 8A!  However, I'm so apprehensive.  Daisy has not really improved.  Yeah she walks a little, but she falls more often than not.  She's got doggy depression.  Right now she's laying down looking up at me and her hind legs are shaking.  I love her more than anything in life.  She's my Daisy-Mae, my Beagle!  We've been close for 10 years.  Even though she's crazy scared of new people, she trusts me to make things better, she's crafty and smart.  I want to make it all better for her.  Take away her hurt, but I want her to get better.  Because she's 11, we cant opperate on her to fix it, we just have to pray that she improves.  However, if she doesn't mom said it's my decision to put her to sleep and that it's not fair to have her live like this if she doesn't improve.  How can I make a choice like that?  In spite of my love, it's not fair for her to be like this.  When that time comes, which it will eventually, even if its not from this, I don't know how I will handle it.  Daisy is my true friend even if she's just a dog... she's this woman's best friend!  Daisy-Mae, I love you!!