Last two Posts...

Hey, those last two hymns have really been pulling me through. Especially the last 2 chorus' of "On Jordan's Banks" Nana is going to the Promised Land... where "sickness and sorrow, pain and death, are felt and feared no more." She will love that! and I will Love knowing that is where she will be within a matter of days. Then, within a blink of an eye, we will be together again!

On Jordan's stormy banks I stand, and cast a wishful eye

to Canaan's fair and happy land, where my possessions lie.

Chorus: I am bound for the promised land, I am bound for the promised land;

oh, who will come and go with me? I am bound for the promised land.

O'er all those wide extended plains shines one eternal day;

there God the Son forever reigns, and scatters night away.

No chilling winds or poisonous breath can reach that healthful shore;

sickness and sorrow, pain and death, are felt and feared no more.

When I shall reach that happy place, I'll be forever blest,

for I shall see my Father's face, and in his bosom rest.

O COME AND MOURN WITH ME AWHILE
O come and mourn with me awhile,

O come ye to the Savior’s side

O come, together let us mourn,

Jesus our Lord is crucified.

Seven times He spake seven words of love;

And all three hours His silence cried

For mercy on the souls of men;

Jesus our Lord is crucified.

Chorus: O love of God! O sin of man!

In this dread act Your strength is tried;

And victory remains with love;

Jesus our Lord is crucified!

O break, O break, hard heart of mine!

Thy weak self-love and guilty pride

His Pilate and His Judas were:

Jesus our Lord is crucified.

A broken heart, a fount of tears,

Ask, and they will not be denied;

A broken heart love’s cradle is:

Jesus our Lord is crucified.(Repeat chorus)

And victory remains with love; Jesus our Lord is crucified!

Status update

I wrote this huge update about my Nana and the comp deleted it, arg, so call if you want an update. Otherwise, please keep my family in prayer!

*When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her head. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks starely at you, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers "im fine", she is not fine. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday she wants your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be loved and pampered by you. When a girl says "i love you" she means it and when a girl says she misses you, no one in this world can miss you more than she does.*

Every girl should eventually get three things fromher boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of hissweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it'snot a serious relationship.

"There are no mistakes.

The events we bring upon ourselves, no matter how unpleasant,

are necessary in order to learn what we need to learn;

whatever steps we take,

they're necessary to reach the places we've chosen to go."

- R. Bach

I really hope this is true. Honestly, I do believe its true. Nothing is a mistake, God has everything planned for us from before our Birth. What a thought!

Broken

People, you put time into friendships, invest it all and have it backfire. I would think it was all my fault if they hadn't done basically the same thing to others. Slowly start to pull away, then blame it all on the other person. Be frustrated by others happiness and if something happens that bothers you... you cant accept an apology and move on. As much as it hurts me to go on, move past you, I will. I trusted you with everything, let you come to my home, into my world and you ended up throwing it all back. Thanks. I'm not an ass, though I can have moments like that, it's not me, and you of all people I thought knew that. I really miss Karen! Feel lost. You don't even care to wonder why I hate the world right now, just used it as an excuse to end our friendship. You don't even care. You were mad at everything, and I tried to be there. Sorry if it wasn't enough. You called me crazy tonight, and I have heard that from a lot of people when we are all kidding around, but knowing me as you do, you couldn't have pierced me anymore than you did tonight. Maybe that was the point, to make me feel as bad as you possibly can. So, congratulations, you succeeded. But, you DON'T get to win. No one wins here! We have all lost.