Broken

People, you put time into friendships, invest it all and have it backfire. I would think it was all my fault if they hadn't done basically the same thing to others. Slowly start to pull away, then blame it all on the other person. Be frustrated by others happiness and if something happens that bothers you... you cant accept an apology and move on. As much as it hurts me to go on, move past you, I will. I trusted you with everything, let you come to my home, into my world and you ended up throwing it all back. Thanks. I'm not an ass, though I can have moments like that, it's not me, and you of all people I thought knew that. I really miss Karen! Feel lost. You don't even care to wonder why I hate the world right now, just used it as an excuse to end our friendship. You don't even care. You were mad at everything, and I tried to be there. Sorry if it wasn't enough. You called me crazy tonight, and I have heard that from a lot of people when we are all kidding around, but knowing me as you do, you couldn't have pierced me anymore than you did tonight. Maybe that was the point, to make me feel as bad as you possibly can. So, congratulations, you succeeded. But, you DON'T get to win. No one wins here! We have all lost.