Sunday May 2, 2004

HAPPY 90TH BIRTHDAY GUMPY! It was awesome to talk to my grandfather today, for his bday. Its funny how my (and prolly everyone's) grandparents love to tell stories of when I was young, and they tell the same stories everytime, but its cute. I love him so much. He used to be my grandfather who could do anything and everything. The man who would sit and play gin rummy or monopoly junior with me, or go golfing and to "where summer never ends" for hours on end. To me, he'll always be the grandfather who I just wanted to be around all the time!

Today was fun again! haha. Went to bojangles for the first time. Haha I was looking for breakfast on the menu and Leigh Ann was like "if it has the word biscuit in it, its breakfast.... Have you ever had a biscuit?" And to that all I could do was laugh. So she said "well you are from up north, I dono, do they eat biscuits there?" YES, just because I'm from up there... Doesn't mean I don't eat biscuits haha. That was great. Then we went to Nan's church. Ashley River was really nice, I liked it a lot actually. That's for another great day in Charleston!

On a different note. Something I haven't discussed in a while. The more pensive side is emerging. Maybe its because I don't want to study, or maybe its just because its finally time to tell the truth. But this is my last time writing/thinking about this, because once it's out... I'm done with it, and sadly, I'm done with all the drama caused by this. Our friendship last semester was awesome, fun and honest... Or was it? You dropped me so easily this semester and then seemed angry when I didn't fall apart without you. I cant, nor will I be sorry for that! I tried so hard in the beginning to keep you involved... And you made it clear you didn't want a part of me anymore. Its not my job to make you happy, and sorry that you hate it here so much. It really is a shame that you feel like I was a waste of your time. That you took a chance letting me know you, and that you feel it was for nothing. And if this is the end... Maybe its the end. But I just want to let you know that it wasn't nothing to me, being your friend, even if it was only for a brief moment was not a waste to me. But sometimes, you have to move on and grow up. So that's what this is... Me moving on and growing up!