Sunday November 30, 2003. So, that just might have been the quickest Thanksgiving break ever! It was such a relaxing time. It was weird, every other time coming back I have been inconsolable. However this time, I just calmly walked onto the plane. I think its because I have it so ingrained that coming back is only for 15 days then home for a WHOLE MONTH. It was so just, relaxing and refreshing. I didn't really hang out with my friends, other than Kate and Jen. Maybe in the past 3 months, the group of people that always chilled has really grown apart?!? I dono, its weird, bc the first time I went home, I was really annoyed by this phenomenon, but this time, I was somewhat relieved. Well, maybe relieved isn't the right word... But I seem to be in this odd stage of life right now. Its like I'm quite satisfied to be alone or with family and just kinda watching life. That seems so abnormal for a college kid, but its where I am you know?

The Rascal Flatts song "you" has been stuck in my head for days. "Every road that I've been down, The only truth that I have found, There's only one thing I can't live without...You.. I was searching for something I thought I would never find, Losing my mind. In and out of bad love, I thought I was born to lose, Then came you... I thought I knew what the real thing was but nothing shakes me like your love does. I've been hypnotized Now I realize " Whoa, what amazing lyrics! If you know me, you know I'm addicted to lyrics, and this is just a simple acapella tune that is just so sweet!

Home with my mom and dad was so great! And Jen, haha was there really a dude in the club house with us? Bc that totally freaked me out! What great times! and oh yes, YOU ARE SO GOING DOWN AT CHRISTMAS! haha, but you get to pratice on Boone right? Who should I pratice with... any volunteers?!? :) Kate, thanks for the Bible study in person and for continually keeping me responsible like that! Karen, I should also thank you for helping to make C of C a little less overwhelming! "yea you do" And to all my other friends who are getting through college along w/me, its amazing that we're here, crazy and scary, but amazing too! So, This is the weird, rambling, but hopefully not to meloncholy entry for today. But thats all til next time...