feeling slightly more normal today. Maybe it's because of this afternoon, which I have to say thank you for! It was really great to just feel like myself if only for an afternoon. But hopefully, it means it's the upward swing. I have to say that the way I have been feeling is an answer to prayer though. I prayed that Jesus would just break me down, and here I am, less than a full week later, much more broken. So though it sucks, it's a huge praise!!