Been a long time...

Hey, So not that I believe that anyone really reads this bc its not xanga, like everyone else has, but that's ok. I write purely as a way to expunge my brain of everything that keeps me from sleeping at night. Tomorrow is the last day of classes. 2 hours and 30 min (yes folks, 3 classes really adds up to only 2.5 hours of class!!!) and then its time to hit the books for a week solid. Tuesday we have a 303 study group and then I tutor. Been studying for that exam for 2 days now. Gotta get prepared for that one because the day before the exam is by baby's 22nd birthday! whoa, 22. Insane. That used to seem so far away. It's gonna be so nice when exams are over, yet so hard to sit and focus to study because all of mine are basically at the end of exams... Yes I have nothing to do til Friday. YIPPIE for having to force yourself to study when really I just wana be with Aaron or my friends. Also, when did that happen? Sometimes, I think about how we finally ended up together and it makes me laugh. Such drama before, yet none now. It's weird.

Today I went to church for the first time in a long time and it was good. Went back to Citadel Square. I remember when first going to ARBC and thinking that I shouldn't have been leaving Citadel Square. Well, folks, that just shows that if you go against God's plan... Your way isn't gonna be where He wants you! Also, Aaron mentioned that he wants us to go to the same church. We did until all the college people and the pastor left ARBC. The problem herein lies with the fact that I love traditional services with hymns and formality whereas he is much more of a contemporary worshipper. If anyone has suggestions here, bring them forth. Also, it was amazing to get back into the Word. I have been neglecting Christ lately. This is the philosophy from now on: "I have been tricked by the world. Today, Emmanuel is silencing the roar of the schemer!" That was my take on the sermon today. It was so great to be back there. Like home really.

Also, tomorrow is Renzy and Jennifer Busseys' last day of classes while in college. Granted they both will be at MUSC next semester, but doesn't that seem surreal?!?!? College, I swear it just started. Well not really, but I'm also not ready for the real world. Finally told my parents that I don't wana go to grad school right away because math is too hard of a major and it hurts my head. So surprisingly they were okay with that. So the plan is to look into private schools around Charleston and see if I can get a job. Can you picture it?!?! I real, 40 hour a week, 7-3 (bc its stupid school) type of job. Insane is what that is.