Wednesday January 21, 2004
Ok, well from this moment on I'm passing over the line, the line that manda and I created... I'm now on the other side of the drama... entered the DRAMA FREE ZONE. Your drama, my drama, his drama, her drama: it doesnt affect me anymore. I'm dull to it all. Theres a song by evanesence that seems to sum up everything I'm feeling. It's called haunted and the chorus goes:

watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down
fearing you loving you i won't let you pull me down

So, though I've expressed my feelings, I've become the rejected one. The one who screwed it all up, and you know what... thats not right either. So, fine. done. bye