Wednesday January 28, 2004
Today has been a day of forgiveness all around. Forgiving old hurts and for seeing how God has healed and forgiven others. I got an IM from someone who I was pretty hurt by, and they said they were sorry for the past. I wish I could forgive him like God forgives me everyday, and I know I should. But it's like there is a part of me that just can't forgive completely. God says that He removes our sins as far as the East is from the West... Can I forgive that much? It's like I put my heart out there for this person, knowing each time I know what will happen... So maybe I just cant forgive completely because then I could be susceptible to it again? Or maybe I can forgive and just not forget! Does that still count? I hope so, bc I really want to not be angry, and I think I'm to the point of not being angry anymore, maybe still a little hurt, but hopefully something good can come out of it right?
And to you, my friend, no matter what you tell me, I will always love you. Nothing could change that! People have their issues and flaws, but we are bound together because we have that common foundation in the Lord. He sustains us, and will sustain us forever! I praise Him daily for allowing us to be friends for so long, and bringing us together again after everything.... being tight, then distant, then tight again. No matter what school we go to, we're still gonna be there for one another!! Can't wait for you to come down here!