I'm not really sure what's been going on in my head lately. I took a risk, a risk that has been coming forever, and apparently it isn't going to work out how I had envisioned. However, that isn't killing me. Though I really wanted it, it is really amazing to just have verbalized how I feel, and now, since it isn't returned I guess it really is time to move on. Though it's a weird sensation, it's good to move beyond. You said you were willing to give it a shot, maybe you were just appeasing me, who knows. But I am taking the fact that you cant pin down a time or take the effort to talk to me as your not wanting this to happen, and if that's wrong, at this point you will need to flat out tell me. I will not sit and wait for you to make up your mind forever. Now or never, is what I said and it's what I meant. So I gues you'd rather have never. Honesty is so much better than trying to "save" someone.
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